Anxiety hit me at one point during group activities at ARC yesterday, and I spent some time thinking about the combination of lack of sleep, stress at work, and heart drama. It wasn’t really a problem at the time, but I was thinking about the breathing problems I had while hiking last week and I’m wondering about a doctor telling me I need to take it easy and do less.

My official ARC training for MSS, apparently being renamed to Logistics, finished up yesterday. I have more optional and cross-training, which has been at least half or more of my training so far. Still, it was another nice accomplishment.

Drama physically surrounding M spread, into a strange Georgetown style cloud. It’ll be fine, but it has felt like a bizarre inevitability. I probably shouldn’t be spending as much time with B as I am, but I’m enjoying myself and I have a hard time faulting myself for that.

Somehow, this upcoming week is full from top to bottom. In a way that feels good and full, rather than just out of time. And so it begins.