I forgot how sleepy conferences are. OSBridge is a neat effort, there’s a lot of breadth of topics. Some folks were complaining it’s trying too hard to replace OSCon, which was very vendor oriented, while Portland is more grass roots and the conference should represent that better. Also, it’s been said that the exhibit hall isn’t free, while it was at OSCon. This doesn’t matter a whole lot, because it’s pretty dead anyways.

My stomach, and thus appetite are still broken, and the anxiety continues to mess with my ability to get a full nights sleep. Parts of my brain have found the sign that points to “enough is enough” land, but the balance of my heart keeps me a martyr. It’s one thing to simply be someone who won’t think about their life, I’m uncertain how to approach the lack of time to do so.