I’m thinking about dropping my pre-calculus class. I missed two classes last week, the first from getting into the doctor and dealing with that, and the second was the day L left me. I’m pretty sure I missed my midterm, and I emailed the professor about making it up before tonight but didn’t hear back.

I was up early today, and as I previously mentioned wasn’t going to get back to sleep. I just had to take a short nap to stay functional at work, and it’s still before noon.

I started taking classes because L inspired me to, through no fault of her own. Life was better then, atop Maslow’s hiearchy and all of that. Now I’m in the trenches again, dealing with my feelings and it’s not so important anymore, or at the moment at least.

Not that I need less distractions, but I have more than I have time for anyways. Of course I’d try again when things get better. hmm.