Brain dump in five minutes, go.

Meant to come into the office and look at some Samba code I’m having problems with, but plans have been made for food, biking, and bowling already tonight. Whew. It’s good though, sometimes I need to make sure I get out on the weekends.

I’m falling down the rabbit hole again, as usual with all of the best intentions. I feel better about where I’m going with life and relationships with the last month of thought about it. I’m not entirely sure if that changes a whole lot for anyone else, but my problems are generally centered around how I feel, so it does make a difference.

I feel bad about past relationships occasionally, like I’ve left a strewn mess behind me. But I can’t take responsibility really, because I do express how I feel honestly and try to act accordingly. I guess I worry that my feelings are a burden on other peoples lives, and sometimes I worry they’re too whimsical.

Which I don’t think is true, but I’m more apt to blame myself than anyone else.

Here’s to acting on feelings though.