Every once in a while I get an email saying someone has created an account here, but I rarely see comments as a result. What am I missing?
I’m trying to make graphs for some new data collection I’ve done against couchdb HEAD, but last time I tried the result was pretty disappointing. I blame open office’s chart wizard. Jaunty has oo 3.0, so I’m trying to pull those packages right now. That’s slow, which means I probably will go to bed, or maybe I’ll just stay up writing. Going to Jaunty on a lone desktop is probably a mistake at this point, but testing we shall have.
I gave up and set up a payment plan for out of state tuition. Everything I’ve read from the forms implies I’m in plenty of time for a judgement deadline there, but I’ve also read a number of bits requiring payment within seven days of adding the class. So that will just happen, and hopefully we’ll get the rest resolved over the next month. Having to dig up so much paperwork for the SCCC residency forms is frustrating.
Getting shared library errors on the desktop already while trying to run vim. I guess I need to commit to this upgrade.
It’s a stark reminder to read the insight in my older blog posts. I’m going back through reading the product of the last six months of living.
Part of me wishes I could find some direction in other peoples writings, but I know that my problems are my own.
Reading these passages assures me that I actually know exactly how I feel, what I want, and what I think. There’s very little fluctuation in what I’ve been saying for some time now. I’ve been worried that I what I think could be wrong. I’ve been wrong plenty before. I worry too much about how other people are going to feel about this, and I don’t believe it’s done me any good.
Book: You got a plan?
Mal: Hiding ain’t a plan?
. . .
[Mal mentions that he could have left River behind.]
Book: It’s not your way, Mal.
Mal: I have a way? That better than a plan?
I may not have ever had a plan, and at this point I’m pretty sure I won’t. I do have a way, and I’m going to keep living it.