- Left monitor really likes right monitor and fades in that direction. Won’t go away permanently. Annoying.
- Guy in fancy car + suit actually waved me by in a bike lane today. Acknowledgement is an amazing feeling.
- Java bugs me. This is why I’m not a developer.
- Some days I hate being empathetic. So much effort goes into making sure everyone else is okay.
It seems like the closest I ever come to making sure I’m okay is when I let myself do whatever I feel like doing. This is generally conceived to be a treacherous idea however. Perhaps for good reason. Looking back the most often I’ve looked to make choices based on how I feel is when I feel the anxiety pushing me to get out of a relationship. I can think of a few times when I’ve been sick and looked to others to take care of me. Is that the same? I don’t think so. I suppose I’ve always been so independent I tend not to have any particular desire to ask for anything. Yet I have such strong feelings. Meh. I will work instead of think about this.