long, short days

Apparently, the wheelset and rubber came in for the new bike today. I thought it was supposed to, but Tori didn’t see UPS. I checked the tracking though and it was delivered, so I went outside and found where they hid it.I didn’t have time to sand and do the final primer coat today. Ginger needed a tail taking her motorcycle to a friends and I ended up taking the rest of her stuff to her house as well. Tori came along and when all was said and done we ended up at Green Leaf for dinner.

Apparently Jacob emailed Ginger about a post burning man hot tub party or some thing. I doubt he knows we broke up, as Ken hasn’t been in town much. I have other plans, but I’m not sure I’d be down with that. Ever get the feeling you’re the only one that feels lastingly hurt and lost after breakups, regardless of who’s decision it was? I’d like to not care. I’d really like to be fine with not being in a relationship. I can’t shake that longing for connecting with someone though. I’m really not sure what to do about that. Another night of wishing I could cut out my feelings organ, because it’s just a whiny bitch.

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