It made me happy to spend time with M. While I expect that, I suppose part of me was hoping it wouldn’t. Whatever, I guess I’ve given up on trying to make any sense of my feelings. Not that I don’t still find value in articulating and expressing them, but they’re operating in another reality.

Or maybe I’m just happy and it’s easier to not be bothered when it is sunny out.

Tanya and I drove to a Safeway. In Seatac. I’m that absurd right now.