I was thinking about how there isn’t time for dating someone and spending much time with them, that there hasn’t really been since I first started dating here. Maybe, a little, back three years ago when I was working for a startup that wasn’t trying particularly hard at being like a startup. But since then? I wanted to email M about my thoughts, and then I shook my head at myself, because noone has been less receptive to my thoughts then her since C used to tell me that I thought too much in high school.

I was talking about this the other night with C, indirectly. I said that I tend to see people I’m dating only once, maybe twice a week and he commented on that feeling much more doable than what he usually experiences. The irony of M’s ‘what do you want’ trap was not lost on me at the time, and feels less funny now.

Time to eat.