I have to consciously question my motivations and what exactly I mean to gain when I feel like people in my life misunderstand me because they fail to try to communicate and understand. As I further separate my choices as coming from my heart or my mind, isolate fears, accept them, identify where others are willing to go and not, their own motivations, oh, and well, everything else. It, feels, unfortunate, that I have had to write off so many people because of this. I suppose it makes me sad.

In the end, I love the rest of you. Thanks for being humble and vulnerable.