Gossip about L and I finally made enough rounds that it got back to me. Inevitable, but, upsetting. It would have been nice if it could have waiting longer, perhaps when it would be less upsetting. I know, who knows when that is.

Chalk up another semi-productive day of figuring out how to do things the internet doesn’t know how to do. I’m getting less bothered about flaking out on my class and feeling failurish there by being successful in the open source world, and with my hobbies. Some of my debian packages are showing up in Ubuntu karmic with the sync starting up. This is nice because this was the original goal. Still having problems finding/keeping a reliable sponsor, still trying to find someone I know to leverage social connections.

I’m headed out now to get away from everyone [on the internet] and go chill among the containers, visit a memory, and see how it makes me feel when I sit with it.